It happened.
Only problem is, I'm not sure what.
But there is no way of putting it other than a complete 'snap' in that imaginary thing we all pretend exists, the mind.
Maybe it has something to do with the acid. But God help me, I can't get enough! Being scrambled to the extent in which you can not deny it, constant, churning loops of nonsense whirring past your eyes. Even if I lose my mind before I'm twenty, what a better way to do it!
I always have so much in my mind. Currently, I'm wondering why I other thinking, but I can not stop. I can not stop tuning in and dropping out. It hurts, it confuses, what is the sense in this madness?
I'm becoming more and more what I should be. Not what I want to be, what I really am, or what I need to be, but honestly, what I should be.
But, I don't know what that is...
But this changing... I feel so disconnected.
It's unnatural, it hurts me.
But I know I must do it.
Wish me luck.
About Me
- Pretty Hips.
- Given 1200 characters, how would you describe yourself? Given ten words, how would you describe yourself? It's not an easy task. You end up either sounding like an elitist bitch, or an attention seeking whore, neither of which were your aim when given the simple task. I mean, it should be very simple. You've been with yourself 24/7 since the day you were born, of not before that, so why is it so hard to tell someone about you? Drop a few facts, a few interesting key words, make them fall in love with you without giving them false hopes... If only it were that EASY. You can write about anything, you are here to write, are you not? And after everything you've ever written, published or not, why are YOU such a hard thing to write about? Do you not know yourself at all? Are you one of those people who look in the mirror and see a stranger? Of course, that may be stretching the truth a little... But metaphors are something so beautiful... We're here to connect the disconnected, so don't ask me about me.
Hi me,
ReplyDeleteOf, uh, what, 6-7 years ago?
I do wish you luck. I hope you come out the other side of this better than I did.
Just remember - you CAN stop. Anytime you want.